Wow. I haven't written for a while. Things have been crazy. I love being home with the kiddos just worry about money now. Things will be ok though.
My anxiety is not gone yet. I still feel it everyday. Mostly a tingling icy hot feeling on the inside of my chest. My head always feels weird. I feel out of it. I find it hard to focus. I am extremely tired all the time. I have a really hard time in the mornings. I don't want to get out of bed. The anxiety is hard in the morning.
I guess I just worry about what to expect for the day. Try to keep busy so I don't think about how I feel.
I worry the most about going back to work. Sometimes I feel fine and think Ill be ok if I go back to work but then I start doubting myself.
Ugh and depression - oh man I've been depressed at times. It comes and goes especially around my time of month!!
I know Ill get better. Time heals everything. Things will be ok. I'm on the right path.
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